Hello, I’m Eva, and I’m here to share a bit of my story with you.

Why do I write? It’s a question I often ponder, and the answer isn’t straightforward. For me, writing is more than just a hobby; it’s a lifeline.

 To Help Others Feel Less Alone

Primarily, I write because I want people to know they’re not alone in their struggles. Life throws everyone into the stormy seas of tragic events, and if my words can offer a sense of companionship or understanding, then it’s worth every keystroke. When we share our experiences, we bridge the gap between isolation and connection.

To Cope with My Own Struggles

Writing is also a crucial way for me to cope with my depression. It’s a release—a way to let my emotions and thoughts flow out of me. By putting my feelings into words, I find a bit of relief from the heavy weight of my inner turmoil. It’s my personal therapy, a space where I can confront my pain without judgment.

The Therapeutic Magic of Words

Through writing, I find a balance between expressing vulnerability and maintaining control over my narrative. It’s a sense of freedom for me. Choosing my own words, sharing what all i want to share. It’s a space where I can share my story without the complications of personal relationships. The feedback I receive is often devoid of the emotional baggage that comes with closer connections, making it a more straightforward and less burdensome form of communication.

To Contribute Something Meaningful

Another reason I write is to contribute something significant to the world. I hope that my stories and reflections can offer insights or solace to others. I want my words to matter, to make a difference, even if it’s just in a small way.

Yet, there are days when writing feels impossible. On those days, I crave silence and rest—food and sleep become my refuge. They offer a reprieve from the chaos, providing comfort when I’m too drained to write. Sometimes I take medication to aid my sleep, other times, I rely on the natural embrace of rest.

The Power of Writing Over Personal Sharing

Writing for the masses is a different experience from sharing personal struggles with those around us. When we open up to friends or family, there’s a risk of judgment. People may not relate to our experiences, or worse, they may simply be indifferent. They might have their own problems and are not always equipped to support us as we need.

Sometimes, sharing with others can lead to burdensome expectations. They may do things for us, but then expect something in return, leading to a cycle of obligation and disappointment. Writing publicly, on the other hand, allows readers to engage with my content voluntarily. They can choose to read or leave, and there’s no expectation beyond that.

A Freedom in Virtual Connection

The beauty of writing for an audience is that it’s a choice. Readers can consume or ignore my words without any personal judgments attached. They interact with a virtual persona rather than a real person, which often means less emotional baggage and no set expectations. They don’t need to care or not care about me—they simply engage with what resonates.

In the end, writing is my way of navigating through life’s complexities. It’s a tool for healing, connection, and contribution. It allows me to be both vulnerable and resilient. And if my words can make even a small difference, then every challenge faced and every moment of silence is worth it.

Thank you for joining me on this journey. I hope my experiences resonate with you, and that together, we can find solace in the shared human experience.